You came so fast and gone the same way

You came into my life unexpectedly
Prayed to God for making me happy
Gave my self the chance to get to know you
Expressed your love that is so untrue

I woke up feeling tired
Can't say I'm inspired
Sitting by the window
Feeling the cold wind blow

It was raining outside
So I stayed inside
I am done with your lies
Sick of your alibis

Funny how you left
You were kinda deaf
Hardly felt your presence
All I sensed was your absence

The four-stanza poem above is dedicated to the people who got brokenhearted.
For those who have somebody who came into their lives and left them hanging and hopeless.
Never invest feelings for the person you are not even sure you will spend the rest of your life. If you are the woman, I hope and pray that you will have the assurance and confirmation from him (your boyfriend) that he accepts your strengths and weaknesses. When it comes to STRENGTHS... He must not be insecure about your strengths and superiority in some aspects. HE MUST... - respect you, doesn't force you to like something you don't like. - be proud to have you and introduces you to his family and friends. - not deny that you are in a relationship with him. - know that you are also right when you demand something it means you know what you want and what is best for the two of you and your future family with your children. - nobody is superior and inferior because you are a HELP MEETS.
When it comes to WEAKNESSES... He must TBC God will save you from the wrong person because He loves you.
GOD bless!

Dilapidated Shoes

I wrote this poem during my high school days. As far as I can remember, sadness filled me while jotting down this piece. Dated 12/05/07 @ 8:40am
LOL! here it goes...


The year is almost ending
People are all busy buying
Preparing in advance for Christmas
Hoping they could purchase from the surplus

There was this young lady
Who doesn't eat much candy
Wished for the world's love,peace and unity
Wants to plant and grow at least one tree

She walks to school with her big backpack
Doesn't mind people who tease her "hunchback!"
Sometimes she cries because she is ashamed
Wearing her worn shoes even if there's a game

Life for her is a challenge and it's hard
This lady is contented for her awards
Faith in GOD is what she always value
Striving to be more righteous and true

My Personal Goals in Using Technology for Quality Education

Technology is known to lessen the time we consume such as in making our reports, proposals, plans, research, and other computer-related works. But when it comes to maintenance, you need more time to repair it, to clean it, to check it, and above all, finances rise up. It is paradoxical, technology is a tool to save time so we could do other work. And yet, technology requires time to maintain its use. Thus, earning money is very much needed.

COMPUTER

In school, computers are essential for the students' learning. Both the students and the teachers have the advantage for using technology. The students could easily access the internet in their homes or in school or if they have laptops, they could connect to any place with Wifi connection. Computers are ready for use like in making reports, searching  for their research, communicate with group members online, share thoughts with their friends and people they know. The teachers benefit as well since they use computers in making their syllabus, handouts for the students to have something to read on while they are discussing using their Powerpoint presentations, in computing the grades of their students through Microsoft excel, video showing, and others.

Many advantages could be enumerated or listed aside from what were being indicated ahead of this paragraph. But I believe that the disadvantages must also be taken into consideration for us to be aware about its effect in our lives if we don't discipline ourselves when using it. As I try to surf the internet about the internet addiction, I was able to visit this site about internet and computer addiction. The information from the website is really very essential for everyone because there are signs, symptoms and treatment for internet and computer addiction.

BUSY

In my life, I have experienced being addicted to computer games on facebook. But, I realized that I am becoming a slave of it. Perhaps my whole life and not only my time will be eaten if I won't make a move in changing myself. I can still remember the times when I forgot to do the household chores that are assigned to me. It is all because of being hooked on games. I can really attest that internet is very addictive. My mother always reminds me and my siblings that technology is a tool of Satan. Satan wants to devour our time so that we won't have anymore time for God, our family, our friends, and become busy on our own. And the word busy has a lesson in my life. I heard of it two or three years ago in a symposium I joined. I couldn't remember the name of the source speaker that time. He shared the meaning of the four-letter word BUSY. Being busy is being under Satan's yoke. We become busy when we sacrifice our time for things that are of less importance rather than things of great value.

Set priorities

I am very grateful for my mother who keeps telling me to know my priorities. She taught us her children to make the Lord as our priority. With this, all the other priorities we make in our life will fall into the right place. Use of computers might be part of our daily routine, but we must really set limitations and put first things first.



 

"We are what we repeatedly do, excellence then is not an act, but a habit."

- Aristotle

Way Back into Love

"Way Back into Love"
by Adam Schlesinger
G clef piano piece

Insomnia. . .

I'm having trouble sleeping these days, really. .
Good, I was able to run through this website. .
And I'm very willing to share it. .
I guess it will also be helpful to you. .
= )

here's the URL:
http://health.yahoo.com/experts/healthnews/13364/tips-for-better-sleep/

Life must go on

Honestly, I feel like I'm in a mountain top while I was writing this. Many things are bugging in my mind. I was absent for many days already. I'm anemic. I admit that I was very irresponsible in using my cellphone and the use of computer. The reason why I lack sleep. There was a time I tried to talk to the guidance counselor because I have no one to talk to. I blamed my teachers for not coming to school. Hunger was paired to the frustrations I had.
I thought I was losing my mind for the past few days. My mind is on a limbo. I keep on thinking and my mind couldn't rest that's why I had insomnia. I thought it was schizophrenia. No coordination, my speech isn't clear, I forget things and I was acting like a child.

I love my parents very much specially my mom. I haven't proven that yet since I'm still a very dependent seed. I showed my love to people through letters, hugging, handshake. I inspire them but then for myself, I haven't instilled it.

There's no assurance that I could still be given a chance to go back to school. Now I realized the quote, " “You never get a second chance to make a first impression”. Sandra, a friend I haven't seen yet. She asked me, about second chances. All of my answers are opinion. I haven't applied this in my life yet, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not unto your own understanding".

GOD, "I know your plans for me". Please help me. Protect me.

Waking up in the morning means another chance

people who commit suicide are weak. .
and their relationship with GOD isn’t much strong. .
if we consider ourselves brave, it is our responsibility to help them. .
it’s not appropriate to be wasting our life but look at others,
they don’t care about the life GOD let them BORROW!. .

some may use these lines “oh well, i’m already wasted!” ,”anyway, i am already dirty”, “no one loves me”, “i’m useless”, i’m not the one i was before, “i don’t have chances anymore”. .
but hey, if we are still alive,life goes on and our chance hasn’t ended yet
plus GOD isn’t happy if we are unclean!
that’s why there is repentance. .
we must turn back from the sins we have committed,
strive to not do it again. .

we will be judged according to our words and our acts. .
let us strive to be worthy to enter GOD’s kingdom. .

and just think of the people who died in their sleep, who were killed, who died in an accident. .
they do not have chance anymore to do what they want to do here on earth as mortals. .haven’t got the chance to say i love you, i’m sorry, forgive me and others. .

so while you are still alive, change. .
second coming is near. .
AREN’T YOU AFRAID???

to kuya wilmyr: “kuya,we’ll meet there in the spirit world someday”

my mother told me, “his life is almost perfect” and i agree for he has great parents with full support, lovely sisters,
“he lived his life to the fullest” according to ate joy,his friend. .

seeing his pictures,how his family, my mother and his friends describe him,
i can say he is smart-it runs in the blood. .LOL, good-he doesn’t give headaches and worries to his parents and loveones ,humble-even if he almost got everything, he remains down-to-earth and smiling =) -i saw some of his pictures,he has a great smile,i think he doesn’t pout. .

“he is an angel”, mama said upon looking at kuya in his coffin. .
wilmyr parpana paradero(june 20,1988-april 30,2009)

“you will always remain in our hearts”