Insomnia. . .

I'm having trouble sleeping these days, really. .
Good, I was able to run through this website. .
And I'm very willing to share it. .
I guess it will also be helpful to you. .
= )

here's the URL:
http://health.yahoo.com/experts/healthnews/13364/tips-for-better-sleep/

Life must go on

Honestly, I feel like I'm in a mountain top while I was writing this. Many things are bugging in my mind. I was absent for many days already. I'm anemic. I admit that I was very irresponsible in using my cellphone and the use of computer. The reason why I lack sleep. There was a time I tried to talk to the guidance counselor because I have no one to talk to. I blamed my teachers for not coming to school. Hunger was paired to the frustrations I had.
I thought I was losing my mind for the past few days. My mind is on a limbo. I keep on thinking and my mind couldn't rest that's why I had insomnia. I thought it was schizophrenia. No coordination, my speech isn't clear, I forget things and I was acting like a child.

I love my parents very much specially my mom. I haven't proven that yet since I'm still a very dependent seed. I showed my love to people through letters, hugging, handshake. I inspire them but then for myself, I haven't instilled it.

There's no assurance that I could still be given a chance to go back to school. Now I realized the quote, " “You never get a second chance to make a first impression”. Sandra, a friend I haven't seen yet. She asked me, about second chances. All of my answers are opinion. I haven't applied this in my life yet, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not unto your own understanding".

GOD, "I know your plans for me". Please help me. Protect me.

Waking up in the morning means another chance

people who commit suicide are weak. .
and their relationship with GOD isn’t much strong. .
if we consider ourselves brave, it is our responsibility to help them. .
it’s not appropriate to be wasting our life but look at others,
they don’t care about the life GOD let them BORROW!. .

some may use these lines “oh well, i’m already wasted!” ,”anyway, i am already dirty”, “no one loves me”, “i’m useless”, i’m not the one i was before, “i don’t have chances anymore”. .
but hey, if we are still alive,life goes on and our chance hasn’t ended yet
plus GOD isn’t happy if we are unclean!
that’s why there is repentance. .
we must turn back from the sins we have committed,
strive to not do it again. .

we will be judged according to our words and our acts. .
let us strive to be worthy to enter GOD’s kingdom. .

and just think of the people who died in their sleep, who were killed, who died in an accident. .
they do not have chance anymore to do what they want to do here on earth as mortals. .haven’t got the chance to say i love you, i’m sorry, forgive me and others. .

so while you are still alive, change. .
second coming is near. .
AREN’T YOU AFRAID???

to kuya wilmyr: “kuya,we’ll meet there in the spirit world someday”

my mother told me, “his life is almost perfect” and i agree for he has great parents with full support, lovely sisters,
“he lived his life to the fullest” according to ate joy,his friend. .

seeing his pictures,how his family, my mother and his friends describe him,
i can say he is smart-it runs in the blood. .LOL, good-he doesn’t give headaches and worries to his parents and loveones ,humble-even if he almost got everything, he remains down-to-earth and smiling =) -i saw some of his pictures,he has a great smile,i think he doesn’t pout. .

“he is an angel”, mama said upon looking at kuya in his coffin. .
wilmyr parpana paradero(june 20,1988-april 30,2009)

“you will always remain in our hearts”

Track and Field, My Sport

Our Filipino Teacher in 3rd year high school, Mr.Jerry Estillore requested us to write a poem of any topic. The criteria includes the usage of verb in filipino, the "pandiwa".
The highlighted words with the color red are the verbs.


Mabilis akong tumakbo
Kahit hindi naman ako hinahabol ng aso
Sa daan man ay maraming mga bato
Nagpapatuloy pa rin ako

Marami na akong natanggap na gantimpala
Sa tagalay kong hindi halata
Noong bata pa ako'y hindi ko inakala
Ang ina ko'y saki'y hangang-hanga

Gusto ko ring lumipad at magkaroon ng pakpak
Pero sapat na ang aking talento dahil maraming pumapalakpak
Alam kong maipagmamalaki akong anak
Sa mga magulang ko'y nagbibigay galak

Matalo man ako ay masaya pa rin
Alam kong may ibang plano ang Diyos para sa akin
Lahat ng ambisyon ko'y susubukang kamtin
Kaya't dapat samahan ko ito ng panalangin

Edukasyon ay dapat pahalagahan
Parte ito ng aking magiging kinabukasan
Madadala ko kahit ako ay mamatay man
Pangalan ko'y maaalala magpakailanman


This poem was created in year 2007 about myself. I engage in sports such as table tennis, badminton, swimming, volleyball and my favorite, track and field. My mother couldn't believe I am a part of the city games here in Cagayan de Oro when i was still in third grade since I'm quite skinny and sickly.

What can I say about Courtship?

Courting must be an act of sincerity and honesty.

-It has to be continuous even after the girl said yes.
-It is for a lifetime not just from the start.
-It isn't a single use just to make the girl yours.
-It needs to be part of one's routine.
-A habit.
-An addiction.
-For making your love feel safe, happy and secure with you.

;)

Express it on your own!

Just handle the fact that you cannot be somebody who is big. Accept the fact that you are just like that,overthrown. Oops! Meaning, you have to be true to yourself. Do not claim what others own. Be the simple you. You can do better than others do and others can do better than you. If you wanna write, just get the idea, add what comes into your mind and express what you have to say by your own words not that you copy word by word. (a friendly reminder to those who plagiarize). :p *song rises*-Oh yes, you’re a great pretender. . .

I was being reminded by mother when we were conversing one time, she told me i have the talent in writing. Yes!i agree. but then, i admit that I’m not good as her. She’s a super grammarian, you know. I am just an amateur. Well, there’s so much to learn! Good, i put the source of every lyrics and every literary pieces I get.

Have a Happy and a Blessed Holy Week!

WHY

Why do people say sorry when they're gonna repeat what they have done

Why do people refuse then later give in

Why are promises made afterwards break it

Why are we strong at first but later gets weak

Why do we have to get old and won't stay young

Why do we question God wherein fact we don't question Him when we receive blessings

Why are the lines “I Love You” and “I'm sorry” sometimes hard to say

Why are questions and explanations sometimes being ignored

Why are people angelic but is satanic behind your back

Why do judgmental persons get mad when being justified

Why do we say remember but eventually forget

Why some appear to be real but the truth is he is fake

Why do Motorela's have the sign “no smoking” when it's own driver disobey it

Why do we keep secrets when it would still be revealed

Why do we have to hide our feelings when we have the freedom to show it

Why are some not contented when God gives what is enough

Why do people claim they're honest even if sometimes they lie

Why do we immediately complain instead of fixing the problem

Why do we quit when we get tired if we can rest and afterwards proceed in doing so

Why do some waste their food without thinking of the hungry

Why do people only talk to the ones they think they are equal to

Why do people pretend to someone who they are not

Why do people avoid others who they were once before

My Master and I -author unknown

I had walked life's path with an easy tread;
Had followed where pleasure and comfort led;
And then by chance, in a quiet place,
I met the Master face to face.

With station and rank and wealth for goal,
Much thought for the body, but none for the soul,
I had entered into life's mad race.
When I met the master face to face.

I had built my castles,and had reared them high,
Until their towers had pierced the blue of the sky;
I had sworn to rule with iron mace,
When I met the master, face to face.

I met Him, and I knew Him, and I blushed to see
That His eyes full of sorrow were fixed on me;
And I faltered and fell at His feet that day,
While my castles melted and vanished away.

Melted and vanished, and in their place
I could see naught else but my Master's face,
I cried aloud, "Oh, make me meek
To follow the marks of Thy feet."

My thought is now for the soul of men;
I lost my life to find it again,
E'er since alone, in that quiet place,
My master and I stood-face to face.



LITERAL QUESTIONS

1. What structures were built and were reared high?
answer: castles

2. Which part of the body that is full of sorrow were fixed on the one addressed to?
answer: eyes

3. What virtue does the person speaking wants to be when he cried aloud?
answer: meekness

INTERPRETATIVE QUESTIONS

1. Does the story tell us about being materialistic? If yes, why?

2. What value in life can be gleaned from the poem?

3. What kind of character does the person has?

ANALYTICAL QUESTIONS

1. Who do you think is the Master?

2. What does the line, "Much thought for the body, but not for the soul" mean?

3. What does the castles represent in stanza 3?

INTEGRATION QUESTIONS

1. If you were to see the master face to face, do you think you are worthy?

2. If you were on the person's shoe, will you cry aloud, "Oh, make me meek To follow the marks of Thy wounded feet?" why or why not?

3. Have you lost your life and you are to find it again?

CREATIVITY

Choose between options A and B.

Option A: Search one bible verse that relates to this poem then write it in a card with your drawing representing the thought of this poem and give it to someone you want to inspire.
Option B: If this relates to you, make a prayer that illustrates your faith in God. Write the prayer on a special paper or you may wish to write it on your journal and put some art on it such as pictures and designs to add beauty and contrast.